Snapshots of a Life Journey ｡◕‿◕｡

10 hours shift at work WITHOUT break

2012-02-05T00:31:00.000Z

So today, Saturday i left to work since 1pm and I was back home at 12ish. This is absolutely not how i want to spend my weekend :|

It is the first time in my life that i worked this much, more than 10 hours and can you believe that no break at all? @_@ MY legs are killing me now. I deserve it cuz i have been using them TOO much.

I am soooo tired now, i just wanna complain to my blog since i have no one to complain to.

Below is the picture of me and my angry birdddssss xD. Ma face is tooo tired to be shown oh and the shirt I am wearing in the picture is ma uniform. I like the uniform. It is soooo pretty.

Alritooo, Talk to you later blog. Thx for listening. xx

At Work ~ "Say NO to Racism"

2012-01-31T01:11:00.003Z

Alright blog, time for me to complain something to you.

Last few days at work, when i was working, I was accidentally walking into one customer. It was obviously the simplest mistake humans have ever made in life.

I said sorry and guess what i got back as a reply? :| "Yeah you should be, you should be sorry, you know why? Because you are CHINESE, you are not even in the level to talk to me" !!!!

My reaction? I was sooooooooo freaking pissed off; I was shaking because of anger and I was about to blow and talk back but then, Sam, my colleague as well as my friend came in and talked to him. I was like being furious for an hour straight. The face that used to smile all the time turned to be like wanting to kill someone. Seriously, how racist he was! The world is not in peace because there are still that kind of people exist in the world. Sigh~

Seriously, I admit i am poor at controlling myself and my patience is really limited; therefore that racist customer was considered to be one of the lucky jerks in the world since he didn't get to get a beautiful punch and kick from me. Some people out there do deserve to get their faces redecorated and their eyes recolored :|

Ok gotta admit, this new job gives me lots of life lessons and i know it is more to come. Being nice to everyone you meet is certainly like fighting the hardest battle. No matter how nice you are, certain people still find the way to twist your intention around and make you look like an idiot, a bad person or even a pathetic worker.

Alright, i am absolutely sick of the job and dissertation. Gotta crash the bed now.

Goodnight, world!

Pictures from Leeds

2012-01-27T16:22:00.001Z

Leeds with darlings

2012-01-25T19:27:00.000Z

so now i am blogging on the move. currently in the asian restaurant~ Tampopo with my darlings, Sis, Dianna, Fennie and Bopha. i ordered Pho just now and now m unpatiently waiting to eat it xD
i know right i am obsessed with eating. xD life is short, eat wen u can :p
gonna stay here over night anf be back in sunderland tomorrow evening.

Happy Chinese New Year! Gong hei fatt choi! Gong xi fa chai!

2012-01-25T01:32:00.000Z

I was supposed to write this yesterday but i was absolutely caught up. I didn't get to celebrate any chinese new year this year. I went nowhere besides workplace.

I feel soo jealous of everyone back home.. Not a jealous jealous but a jealous in a way that I wish i could be home and celebrating new year with family. I miss the feeling of receiving the red pockets!!!!!

I have sent a few texts to ma uncles and aunties asking for my red pockets, hahah and guess what i got a reply telling me that they are safely kept with mommy.

Not long i will be able to once again celebrate every new year with my family, either chinese, cambodian, european or anything!

So Happy Chinese New Year, year of dragon to everyone. Hope this year, your pocket will always be filled with moneyyyyyy- the big notes ;)
Do wish for me back ;)

Gong hei fatt choi :) xx

Incident at work

2012-01-22T01:49:00.002Z

I have never been clumsy at work. I didn't get to make any physical mistakes so far. I really focus and concentrate. However, today, at 10:30pm, when the restaurant was about to close, I fell down because the floor was just too slippery!!!!!!! awww that hurts. My elbow and thigh were the injured parts. Stupid me, i still said i was alrite when the boss asked. I was supposed to have a day off tomorrowwwwww but nooooo still need to work. ahhhhhh... Anyway, i was kinda glad i fell down today hahahah cuz i was so surprised and felt kinda touched since everyone came toward me to pick me up, well i was surrounded at least 10 people? and some of them hardly talked to me. That was really sweet and caring of them :)
I think i will like my workplace more now since i got to know more about people at the place. Awww embarrassing moment yet sweet one ;)

Alrite, gotta off now. Tomorrow i still need to work and join another birthday, another favourite person of mine :)

Quite a busy life huh? Gotta admit, it really is. :)

Happy Birthday, my dearest, Dianna

2012-01-22T01:40:00.001Z

So, today is my deary's birthday, Dianna, my dearest in Sunderland. She is a british born chinese.

About her? A combination of great personality, sweet, caring, loving and pretty.
Would love to wish her all the very best.

Have a very happy birthday, Dianna. Not just a year older, but a year better. May your joys double, your success triple; may your sorrows halve, and your failure disappear.

Have another year of awesomeness my dearest. You deserve every moment of joy and laugh just because you are different, unique and awesome <3

Busy

2012-01-21T14:19:00.000Z

Life is so busy at the moment. Work, study and parties. To be honest, I miss staying home for 24 hours. I miss it loads. I am absolutely knackered.

Work, well it is always tiring, smiling and walking machine -_- sighhhh....

Study- dissertation is chasing my tail. The feeling of being scared not to be able to get first class is definitely a big pressure. I dreamt that I have got 50 on my corporate strategy paper last nite and I felt so empty when i woke up. The dream seriously spoiled ma mood :|
Dissertation is just so hard. I havent started writing any words yet. THis really stresses me out. hmmm

Parties: Not that i wanna go out and parties, but now it is the goodbye season. Lots of friends are going back for good. Farewell parties been held almost everyday. Its hard to say goodbye. I am drained these days, i really am. :|

Now gotta off to town getting some stuff for friend's birthday, balloons, cakes, cards, confetti, well everything. gotta work at 6 till 11 tonite, ahhhhhh.......

Feeling of finishing the assignment before the deadline

2012-01-12T13:44:00.001Z

Friday the 13th gonna be the deadline for my Corporate Strategy report. Guess what, i have finished this report on the 11th! Yai, it happens only once in a million year. Lets call this a new year resolution ;)

The feeling is incredibly awesome. However, i still miss the feeling of cramming over night in the library with at least two cups of coffee. Hahaha..

Anyway, now its not time to party yet, since i still have exams to take care of. 17th is going to be my french examniation and 18th is my finance exam. awwww... Can't imagine how i revise all of these craps within a week.

My supervisor emailed and asked me to go and meet him and discuss the dissertation thing yesterday and you know what i replied?
I haven't done much during the holiday; therefore is it okay if i meet you after the exam?
I am just being honest. I really didn't do anything for my dissertation this holiday.

Ok will update more when m done with my exams. Will see if i manage to revise everything within a week. Fingers crossed :)

4th of Jan

2012-01-03T11:09:00.001Z

So, have i told you that Marya's friend, Leang came to visit her last two weeks? I know i haven't. She now has become my friend as well. We took the mattress out and three of us slept together in the living room ~ called that sweet. ^^

We have had lots of talks, laugh and fun during this past two weeks. I am used to living with three people already... But guess what, she is leaving tomorrow. Her holiday is finally coming to an end. What to say... I honestly feel not that good since I am not a type of person that enjoy the moment of separation. Marya and I gonna send her off tomorrow 4th of Jan at around 10ish to the airport.... After that, what's gonna happen? I am so gonnna work maself off on my uni stuff since i have been so neglected.

Alright, that's pretty much about my daily life :-s

Will post more things later...

Happy New Year, 2012.

2012-01-01T17:13:00.001Z

Its been a very long while since i last posted in the blog. I have been busy, lazy and of course not motivated enough to put up anything. However, the year of laziness has gone. A very big welcome to 2012. Happy New Year Everyone! I hope you have planned well for your new year resolution.

My new year resolution? ~ Nothing. To me, too much plan spoils the surprises, encourages the feeling of over-expected which results in dissatisfaction. Therefore, simple enough, I plan nothing :P

What have you done in this past year? Any great things to share? Well, for me, my biggest achievement last year, 2011 happened on the last day of 2011. I was waiting 8 hours, do you believe that 8 hours at the Big Ben, London for the countdown. The weather was absolutely british. Rainy,windy, and freezing. However, glad I made it, i mean we made it (Me, Marya, Leang and Bopha). Four of us girls waited in the crowd not that patiently for 8 hours. Called that, the superb thing ever happened ever since patience doesnt really exist in our dictionaries. I was glad we did it though; being painful on the last day of 2011 in order to enjoy the awesome start of the new year. :) Success begins since the first sec of New Year.

Anyway, there's always been ups and downs in life; I hope your 2011s were ups and downs yet great and crazy. Have another great and memorable year in life, everyone! Enjoy every bit of your life because you don't know what's happening the sec after.

Once again, Happy New Year, 2012 ^^

Merry Christmas, Everyone!

2011-12-26T10:00:00.000Z

So another year has passed again. This year Christmas for me is completely different from last year Christmas. What about yours? What have you done during christmas? Did you have a white christmas at the place you currently are living? Sunderland snowed only once this winter so far. Therefore, there is no white christmas this year. Sigh~

Anyway, I was having a good christmas, chilling out with lots of international friends. They are awesome. We are just like one big family now; all of us are coping well with the distance between families.

Happy Christmas to everyone! Don't forget to make a wish when the snow falls.

Lots and lots of love

"Marketing" Examples in Real Life

2011-10-23T23:22:00.003+01:00

Do you think Marketing subject is boring?
Do you think Marketing subject is tough?
Do you think examples for marketing strategy in real life is hard?
Are you struggling with understanding some basic marketing strategies?
Are you looking for a real life examples related to marketing?

If you answer YES to all the questions above, why don't you give a try by reading this, and let see if you'd like to change your answer to NO :) This is worth a try. FYI, this post is intentionally posted just for fun.

1. You See Gorgeous Girl In Party, U Go To Her & Say I Am Rich Marry Me
Thats "Direct Marketing"
2. U Attend Party & Ur Friend Goes To A Girl & Pointing At You Tells Her. He' Is Very Rich, Marry Him
... Thats "Advertising"
3. You Are At Party & Girl Walks To U& Says U Rich, Can U Marry Me?
That's "Brand Recognition"
4. U See Cute Girl At Party And U Go ToHer & Say I M Very Rich Marry Me & She Slaps U
Thats "Customer Feedback"
5. U See A Girl At Party U Go To Her & Say I M Very Rich Marry Me & She Introduces U To Her Husband
Thats "Demand & Supply Gap"
6. U See Cute Girl At Party, U Go To Her & Before U Say I M Rich, Marry Me, Ur Wife Arrives
Thats "Restriction 4 Entering New Market" :-)

Isnt marketing getting a bit interesting now?
The answer is up to you ;)

*** NOTE: I don't own this post; No COPYRIGHT.

Depressing

2011-08-23T14:17:00.000+01:00

Life is depressing lately. In less than three weeks I am going to leave Cambodia or in short, summer is over. I am gonna stop by Malaysia with my mom a couple days before I am going back to UK though. However, I honestly don't want to go to Malaysia, well don't want to see Malaysia anymore. :( Hope it's gonna be alright as my mom is going with me.

So summer is over real soon. I am not being so productive this summer. I am just most of the time stick to FTB bank doing my internship.
Heard from mom and dad, I may go to VN again somwehere around next week urghhhh.. that's the worst part of summer!

Well anyway, I just feel so depressed as I am going to leave my family soon especially my dear little brother. :( Life in UK gonna be dead sucks once again. SDtudy room and work!!! Depressing life!

One of the worst private clinics in Cambodia- Phnom Penh Pediatric Clinic

2011-06-27T09:24:00.001+01:00

It's been a while that i arrived Cambodia. Everything was so perfect until yesterday morning that the sky over my head seemed to be really black and everything around seemed to be nothing nothing but the worst nightmare ever. I woke up and got ready to go out but the plan changed as I accompanied my little brother to the hospital instead. He has been sick for a couple days already, he was getting better but he was getting worse when he arrived Phnom Penh Pediatric Clinic. My dad purposely took my little brother to the clinic to have his blood analysing. When we first arrived, my little brother bravely walked out off the car with a little grin on his face and I remember I told him everything was going to be alright. Unfortunately, my promise did not seem to work this time. He walked in as my dad explained the symptoms of his illness to the doctor and led him know the medicines my little bro has been taking this last couple days. The poor pale little kid lied on the bed as the nurse came in to take his blood. The doctor simply left reluctantly and just disappeared. I opened my eyes wisely as the syringe went in his flesh... I thought everything was alright.. But things weren't just like what I thought. She pulled it out after a 30 seconds with a little blood stain. I asked : "what's wrong?". The nurse replied "nothing is wrong". OK so she put it in again.... This time she managed to get some blood in the syringe but it still was not enough and i asked for reasons and she said the blood was too sticky. Then she moved to spoil another arm of the poor little boy. After two or three attempts, i stopped him and went out and asked for the EXPERIENCED DOCTOR. Surprisingly, the doctor managed to take his blood in less than 30seconds. Why didn't he say cuz his blood was too thick? why didnt he do that job since the first place instead of wandering around and doing nothing and letting the irresponsible nurse to take care of this?

I thought everything was alright again but nope. My heart pounded heart, my world ended. my loved one, the one that still smiled at me 15mins ago became really pale and just fainted right in my arms just because of ONE INEXPERIENCED NURSE GIVING HIM MORE THAN 4 SHOOTS ON BOTH ARMS. Where the hell were the doctors? My dad screamed out as he was also a doctor so he knew my brother was suffered from "Shock". He asked for serum and oxygen for him and the thing to listen to his heart beats. But guess what! They couldn't even manage to find the thing to listen to the heart beats. And you know what, that clinic is a big one! That's why NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER AND NEVER JUDGE THE CLINIC BY ITS SIZE!

what's next? My dear poor little boy was driven away from that clinic to another hospital to the emergency room. He couldn't say anything anymore; his eyes were open but he couldn't speak nor walk nor stand nor sit! when he arrived the emergency room, oxygen was prepared for him and everything. Yes, he was saved.

Back to that clinic, I went to take the result of the blood test as they already got my brother blood. They gave me a receipt in order to pay for the service and everything. Ridiculously, they had a gut to charge the service charge! Yes service charge. It is an additional to the consultant and the actual price of the blood analysing. Money has never been a problem when talking about the health and hospital thing. BUT at least I asked them, what service have they actually provided. They said, emergency and taking care of patient! I was like what the hell! I talked to the doctors about the sudden disappearance of all doctors and leaving all blood taking job to the very INEXPERIENCED NURSE WHO ACTED TO BE THE EXPERIENCED ONE.
The doctor said, it was because of my brother. because he was sick and that's why the process of taking the blood need to be a couple times! Shame on them. He kept insisting that it was not their fault.

I am honestly and always and always proud to be Cambodian... However for certain thing like this, I feel ashamed for some Cambodian doctors and nurses that they take others' lives for granted and they are just not professional enough on both knowledge and personality to be fully eligible as the ones that play the important roles in saving people's lives in the society.

I am fully responsible for whatever I am writing here and I officially declare what I have written here is 100% true. The name and detail of the clinic is shown below.

Everyone, you never want your loved ones to be suffered like this and trust me you never want to witness all these things that could be happened to your loved ones just because of the choice of the clinic you are going. Stay away from this clinic.

Detail of the clinic: Phnom Penh Peditric Clinic
# 270, Street 182,Sangkat Tek Laork, Khan Toul Kok, Phnom Penh.

Mommy's day

2011-05-08T17:43:00.000+01:00

I have been asked "What do you most appreciate about mom?" I struggle finding the right answer but at last i still managed to find one which is :

she plays all the important roles for ma life. she is not a mom but "the" mom; she ma role model; she is my bank account and she is the bestest friend ever. I appreciate everything about her. <3

I have been asked about the 5 facts about mom and here are what i answered :

1. she is the permanent light bulb above my head.
2. she is my role model.
3. she is the only one person that i remember to call every single day
4. she is my bank account.
5. she not only being the greatest mom but also the most wonderful best friend. I love you mom <3

No matter how many times i have been asked about you, mom, the answer may be varied but at the end of the day the meaning remains the same. You are the most important person in my life. I can't imagine living in this world without you and your light bulb and I can't imagine how life gonna be without having the greatest mom like you.

Nothing is special about me. I am clumsy and forgetful; crazy and lazy but one thing that is unique about me is I am having the warm and wonderful family and of course, I am having "the" mom that completes my life and I am just so perfect because of her. Who said "Nobody is perfect" ? I am. :)

April FOOL

2011-04-02T00:24:00.003+01:00

Some words to some people on 1st April

‎Marya Samrith, i hate you so much... I hate you esp when i go to the kitchen to make sandwich for my dinner but then i find a bowl of rice with meats and veggie in the microwave; i hate you esp when you cook and wash the dishes every time; I hate you when i want to take the taxi and you never say NO; i hate you when I go shopping and you dun mind waiting for me outside holding the a cup of Frappucino; i hate you esp when u waited for me with a smiley face at the city space to sort of about the visa things for one hour; and i hate you esp, when you did me a big favor last christmas; i hate you, hate you for being in my life and I hate you for being the worst sister ever... ♥

Sun solyna Ieng

hahha so i hate you dude... I hate you for being the stupidest female cousin :P sorry no sweet word for you... you know why? cuz whenever i think of you, only the stupid memories popping up so u deserve stupid words :P whatever it is, I hate you ah sis :P I hate you and I hate the time we spent together wandering around the shopping mall... I hate the way we liked to dressed up the same to look like twins; i hate the way we talk to each other in the bed till we both fall asleep... I hate the time you taught me to ride bicycles... I hate everything about you, your character, your laugh, your bite and everything..... ♥ ♥ ♥

Kanika Keng

I hate you, sista... I hate the way you don't care about me ♥ I hate the way you being the worst listener ♥ I hate the way you ignore me when i need you and I hate the time we chat and laugh like crazy ♥ I hate the time we spent together and I hate the way you hate me ♥

Garrick Yang

I hate you... I hate the way you make me smile.. I hate the way you make me laugh.. I hate the way you care, the way you scared, the way you are worried. i hate the songs you sang; the joke you joked; the fools you made on the April fools, i hate the patience you have towards ma words and temper. I hate you for always being so forgiving.. I hate you for coming to my life accidentally and stay intentionally... Nth more but i hate everything about you, bestie.. ^^

Sothie Keo

I hate you for being the bestest friend of mine for 6 years and 11 months.. I hate you for being nth nth but the pain in my _ _ _. I hate you for being nth nth but the worst best friend ever :)

The Team - Friendsss in Sunderland XD (Peit, Kylie, Danouch, Sylvain, Mike, Basil, Caroline, Bea...etc)

I hate the time we spent together, the non-stop parties, the non-stop spending money. I hate the time we went for badminton at the city space, bowling at tenpins, movies at empire cinema, sightseeing at Penshaw, York and Manchester, partying at Sylvain's, Caroline's Kylie's and Bea's, eating the most yummy food cooked by Danouch, taking pictures with liverpool footballer stars' autographs, eating at Moti Raj, the indian restaurant, eating at the Frankie Benny's with the free ice cream, sitting and chill at Plugged INN, eating chicken pamerzan, walking along the chester road, sitting watching you guys playing Pools while i dun even know how to hold the stick things, studying and falling asleep at the library, laughing at the song- Habibiya, eating at the school's canteen... and what else? I just hate every moment i spend with you guys. Although, i missed quite lots of fun time, i still don feel at all overjoyed! You all are just the worst and i hate being one of the worst :D

April Fool... :) <3

4.14am

2011-03-31T04:15:00.001+01:00

Americano (coffee) doesn't keep me awake at all. My eye lids keep covering my eyes :(
So i am still working on the clue-less essay now. I have been working on it like 3 or 4 days already :(
sleeeepy :(

Just realised that I missed Daddy and Mommy 21st Wedding Anniversary...

2011-03-28T22:29:00.000+01:00

25th March 2011 was Mom and Dad 21st Wedding Anniversary.

I am 3 days late.. But whatever it is, Happy 21st wedding anniversary, mommy, daddy.

Result

2011-02-28T04:19:00.000Z

I have got back all my results now. I am fully satisfied with my law result. I have got 78. 70 for first test and second test is 86 so then the final result is 78 :>

While revising for law exam i was deadly stressed and pressured and i told maself if i got first class for that, i would definitely call maself genius :)) hahaha.. should i call maself a genius now then? well, joking. Most of the people got first class for law, i think.

Mom always told me: never be proud of urself :) and now er.. i want to be a bit proud but yeah remembering her words, :P and the truth is, many people got first class for law so nothing special..

Business ethics result is alrite, I got 2:1 class while the finance one i got 2:2, the worst one @_@

and anyway, i got the job now. Currently m training every friday and saturday from 9- 5:30pm non stop and sunday 10 to 4 non stop. It is very tiring to be honest. I came home and felt tired everyday. But well, m glad i had chance to experience sth new. However, i haven't got the pay checks yet, will get it after 14 days of training :)

I can't wait. wondering how i feel like to first received the money that I earn by myself.. can't wait to feel that feeling XD

Birthday

2011-02-19T11:58:00.000Z

Ok so m turning 20 now.. No longer a TEENager.. :(

Mom and lil bro sang me a happy birthday song and ma lil bro gave me a kiss through the phone. That was just so sweet of him <3.

Daddy sent me the email that: HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO 2.. MUK LOEUNG KAN CHASS.OT SAAT DOOCH OEU.
what he actually means is: Happy Birthday to you. Ur face is getting older older unlike me.

he is just the cutest dad ever.

So, my day? i am gonna go out with ma friends now. Hope to have lots of fun today.

nth more than this. so yeah, Happy birthday to me :)

Business Ethics Result

2011-02-14T20:39:00.000Z

The business ethics paper is ready to be collected at the library and I am nervous :(

Ok in other word, I am not at all confident :( Gonna go to lectures tomorrow morning and will collect it either before the lecture starts or after the lecture finishes :|

Sigh... I told sister that, if i stay and lock myself up in the room for the whole day, it means sth wrong wif the result but if I got a good result, lets party hahahhaa.... ok not party, m kidding XD

if i dun post more about the result that means that Sth goes wrong wif it. so yeah uncle no need to keep checking :P

yeah, on time today

2011-02-10T12:06:00.000Z

i woke up at 6:30am this morning :D reading finance news lolz... cuz i have got finance class at 9. I left home at exactly 8! :) waited for school bus for 15mins and it arrived.. So yeah, i arrived school around 8:30 :) and I am on time today :) lolz... happy but sleepy at the same time.

Sitting alone in the class for half an hour :( bored stiff!
anyway, stuck again.. aww finance is difficult :(

By de way, ma writing lately is very catchy i know that.. just i dunno how to make a proper sentence lolz. My brain is not working properly these couple weeks:-s

Oh and i just realised that I am very skinny :(( I lost weight again i think... look at a pix last time taken by a friend and i can understand that why people keep saying m very skinny :(( sigh...

I eat a lot but why :(

Today...

2011-02-09T22:56:00.000Z

Ok so what did i do today?
I had class since 9 till 1pm :( No lunch break. I woke up at 6am this morning to revise my lessons. I left home to walk to wait for bus at 8:20am and guess what? there was still a very very long queue :-s

I arrived uni around 9:10am! still late though i left home since 8:20! :(( :(( guess i need to wait for bus at 8am :((

I was alrite in strategic management class; i could answer a couple questions but not in operation management one. Awww i was deadly stuck and i couldn't open my eyes and I was so hungry.. ewww.... Dislike :(( Think, operation management is pretty hard :( Hopefully m gonna be alrite..

Anyway, after leaving class, i called mommy for about 30 or 40mins. I talked to her while waiting for the bus. Been sharing loads of things with her. When i arrived home, i just forgot to eat and yeah, changed clothes, facebook a bit and then passed out lolz... Well i slept for two hours and i got a nitemare! what a life! Forgot what the nitemare was about just yeh, it was pretty scary and I awoke, looked around and then fell asleep again... hehehe

After having not a very tight sleep, i woke up and took a shower; then prepared to go to Helen's place. Helen's parents are leaving back to China tomorrow; they cooked loads and loads of things. So yeah, i just went there to eat XD yum yum.. been eating a lot till i needa take ooff the belt.. :)) yeh yeh.. but well, i didnt eat anytihng at all since morning.. so yeh, my stomach hurts :-s no worries though, I am strong XD hahah..

We ate ate ate, washed the dishes, played wiiii, chit chat, took pictures... hmmm what a good day. Only on thing that goes wrong is i have class in the morning today :( Sister, Fennie, Helen and Sally don't have one. They are very freeee.. and I am jealous :(( I have morning class almost everday! ewwww... dis is the sad part of ma life..

alrite, gotta prepare for morrow class now :) will post more later... XD just dunno when XD lolz..

These are what auntie and uncle cooked! they are just so incredible :)

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-04T22:35:00.001Z

Happy Chinese New Year, everyone. Kong xi fa chai :)

Wahhh one year passed soooooo fast... I remember last year chinese new year fell on the same day as valentine's day :D

Anyway, all the best people! Wish you have another wonderful year!

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

P.S dont forget to smile ;)

One more exam to go..

2011-01-21T15:10:00.000Z

one more exam to go until i officially finish ma first semester of second year..
Been busy these days. These last couple weeks, i think i didn't relaly have a proper sleep nor a proper meal. sigh...

Gonna go find volunteering work soon.. I believe in karma and barb and bun. So yeah, try to do sth good hehehe...

Really wish to call mom now but it is already 10pm in Cambodia.. :( Want to talk to her so bad :(

Mommy is the best!!

2011-01-20T08:46:00.000Z

I am dying bit by bit these couple days. However I felt so much better after talking to mom. She is really the best mom in the whole world. Thanks for you encouragement; thanks for you care and thanks for your love mom.. I love you much more than anything else in the world. <3

Stuck

2011-01-20T04:11:00.001Z

stuck, exhausted, tired, knackered, fed up, and everythingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg argggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

3:53am

2011-01-19T03:56:00.000Z

I am still working on my assignment.Stuck at the investment appraisal parts, the NPV, IRR,PP and ROCE. It is not weird though that i work on my assignment at this time. I have been sleepless for almost a week already... Sigh... life sux sux sux at the moment.. physically and mentally exhausted... Honestly, i feel so pressured :(

Hating life at the moment

2011-01-18T19:07:00.000Z

January seems to be the busiest month ever for me. There are many things to handle lately. Hope the new month, of February, ma life will be better... hehehe... Lets keep de fingers crossed.

New Year 2011

2011-01-03T19:11:00.000Z

It is a bit late to say Happy New Year to everyone. :) However, I still wish to say so. Happy new year 2011, all my beloved people! thank you for keep checking out my blog. :)

I have been looking back to the past year, 2010 and I was like "wow". I think i have improved nothing this past one year. yeah, probably even clumsier.. I am happy that 2010 already passed. Honestly, I didn't really enjoy the 2010. There was too much change in my life, like, coming to study in UK, the completely new environment, doing difficult assignments and blah blah blah..

Ok here is my 2011 wishlists:

~More money to spend
~Take Piano class
~Improve my French
~Learn more words in Chinese
~Have more experiences so then my CV not gonna be freaking empty
~Got first class for my second year :-s

there are still many more wishes, but some wishes are better to leave unsaid :P

Have a happy holiday and I wish you all the best. May new year 2011 be the best year for everyone!

Love

Tey

The worst thing I've ever owned, Transcend TS500GS J25F

2010-12-18T22:35:00.000Z

So, what do I have today? Have a look at the picture. This is a hard disk from Transcend, the 500GB one. It costs me almost a hundred buck for this piece. I expected the quality would be the best, just as good as the way it looks and the price it costs. But what? There is a saying that "Don't judge a book by its cover" and yeah, here comes the proof! The moment i paid for this thing, I really expected that the quality gonna be flawless but I was wrong, really wrong. It turns out that, this thing is rubbish! i mean it, RUBBISH! I am thinking now whether I should trash this crap or slam it in the door. Any suggestions? Slam in the door probably the best way, eh?

This hard disk is three months old. It doesn't even have a scratch, not even a tiny one. I don't even remove the protector from the cover yet. It stays in its pouch every time. I've never failed to take care of it. I've never been being careless and dropped it somewhere or somehow or whatsoever. Yet, it demands me to format it for the second time already within the use of 3months! Can you imagine, how much i love this thing?
Last two months, when it was only a month old, it already demanded me to format the disk and I did.. As a result, I lost everything. I feel frustrated for a week straight cuz of this. I lost all the Summer vacation pictures in France and Cambodia with my family! I lost all the pictures that been taken with my Samsung Omnia phone, I lost all the pictures I took last 3years; I lost all the past documents in my universities. I lost everything! I just got over it after a week or two. Now? AGAIN! The transfer speed of this hard disk is a nightmare! Copying a picture with the size of less than 1MB takes more than 3minutes, Can you believe this? Yeah, that's why it is a nightmare! Fine, I try not to mind about the speed, I try to close my eyes and ok, probably cuz of my laptop or cuz of this and cuz of that.. I try to ignore this problem, really. But now what? I was asked to format this hard disk again. I am speechless.. I really want to get rid of it but oh my goodness, i lost $86 on this crap! Money is in the air!!!!
Oh and it is made in Taiwan. I start to have a negative feeling towards taiwanese products now.. No offense, but I am not gonna use any Taiwanese products anymore! duhhhhhhhh

Assignments for this semester

2010-12-12T01:54:00.002Z

Next week is going to be the last week for the semester one of my level two study. 12 weeks been passed soooo fast.. Business ethics and finance assignments gonna due in the 10th and 17th of January respectively. Law exam gonna be held in the morning of 25th January. January is such a beautiful month of year, isn't it? O.O

I am required to write 3000 audit reports of Toyota ethical dilemmas and another 3000 financial report about Glee, Plc ( the imaginative company imagined by lecturer) :|
For law, the exam gonna be about employment law, contract law and company law...

I start to look for some informations about Toyota now.. It is not that hard just to look for information but the point is, i dunno where and how to start. :|

lets keep the finger crossed that I am gonna do great on ma papers..

My Younger Bro's 16th Birthday

2010-12-07T01:12:00.004Z

Ok, how to start?
It was Norin's Birthday yesterday, 6th December, 2010, his sweet 16th birthday. I have sent him birthday wishes to his Facebook as well as to his phone. I hope he received it. I know, mom and dad didn't celebrate for him much this year.. But i still feel very homesick. I really wish to join his birthday, though the very very simple family one.

Time passes so fast... My lil bro now is 16 already.. He is fully a teenager now...
I pray and wish for him all the best. May luck be always on his side, may life of him be always bright, may he succeed all whatever he fights for.

I yesterday, when i lied on my bed, i was thinking about the time I and him were in France at uncle's house; I was 14 or 15 and he was about 10. We were both very young. He always played, Pokemon game in his black Gameboy and I always sat near him and watched him play... Later, I was kinda addicted. I remember some names of the pets? maybe? sth like Catterpie, Charizard, lolz.... It was fun back then...
We also played, Insaniquarium and Diner Dash together by PC. We were good. We played a lot. Sometimes we fought over this lil tiny stuff. I miss those time really a lot.. I wonder, does he still remember these memories? Childishly enough, I am still playing these two games; i even had the Diner Dash in my phone and whenever I play it, I think about him... What a sweet memory eh? The one that always makes me smile.

Sigh..... time passes and life moves!... I don't know what game he is playing now.. I don't even know how to get into that game. I am so out of dated about game, i know.. We never talk about game together now... We never share the laugh and joy like before anymore.. That's why I value my memories highly. Is it probably because he is a guy, a big one now, even bigger than me and I am a girl? whatever....

Anyway, enough for this post.. All i wanna say for his birthday is ~ Happy Birthday, my dear beloved brother. I know everything gonna be the best for you... I love you, I love our family more than anything else in the world... Happy Birthday, Love!

Law Result

2010-12-07T01:04:00.002Z

It has been a week since I last visited my blog. I will write more, I promise. :P
My Business Law Result has announced last week and I have got quite a satisfied mark, first class. :) However, when I told mom my mark, she said, I haven't done well. Lol.. She demands higher than this though I am one of the 20 students to have the first class mark among 110+ students who went and sat for exam. 70 doesn't please her and she asked for 90... I said.. "Ok mom, sure i will try more later" but deep down inside, I am quite sure that I am not able to reach that 90. Lol, it is toooo high... I will try my best though.. :) When we reach for the start, we may not get one, but we won't come back with a handful of dust either :)

Two assignments gonna due this coming January and another law exam gonna be held on the 25th. I hate January :(

I kinda love December. lol.. cuz it is kinda free for me. I have been sleeping a lot lately.. :)

Oh and here is the pix of me. I love it though it looks stupid... :P

This Winter

2010-11-29T21:19:00.004Z

Winter this year is worse than last year.. The weather is colder; it is more windy and snowy.. I don't like this weather, really... It is very hard to walk to school or wait for the bus.. I could be cold to death @_@

It snowed on the 24th november this year, almost a month earlier than last year. Last year snow was on the 17th December..

I went to make a snowman outside our flat this evening wif sis.. I gotta admit that, at first, i thought it was easy to make it but well, it was not.. It may be easy but it was the first time i was making it so yeah, it looked weird...

Food

2010-11-08T14:07:00.002Z

Bai Cha Koun Kat

2010-10-29T17:30:00.004+01:00

I just finished cooking and eating Bai Cha Koun Kat. :) It tastes incredibly awesome :)) *Laugh Out Loud* I don't mean to admire maself but I just can't stop saying it cuz the taste of the fried rice is really wonderful :P ALrite alrite, just kidding. However, I can eat it and I believe my sister (Marya) can eat it as well :P

Today is Friday. I have got nothing to do. Probably i will just crash the bed earlier..

Goodnite everyone :)
P.S sorry the pix is not yet rotated. Lol, u don't mind rotating ur screen, do you?

Eat-aholic

2010-10-29T15:49:00.002+01:00

Hi everyone! It has been a long time since I have been away from the blog. I am coming back...

I don't really have anything new to update besides my eating habit :P
I have been eating a lot.... seriously a lot... lately. I eat all sort of things, chocolates, chips, crisps, pizzas, pastas, breads, rices, cookies (white chocolate cookies that only can be purchased from my school cafeteria)... etc.. Well, a day, i eat a mixture of them and I eat a lot.

Eating is kinda fun for me hahaha. Now I am preparing to cook - Fried rice Koun kat which is originally invented by me. Aww I am hungry already though i haven't cooked yet :P

LOL..

Okie, post sth new later..

talking with a spam :))

2010-10-13T19:07:00.005+01:00

Hahahah, funny thing happened when i was searching for a recovery software for my hard disk. hahah it really made my day!.. I was talking to a spam. well, first time in life. :)) and here is the full coversation.... Read it and you will understand why i said it was funny :))

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Use caution in corresponding with people you don't know and never share confidential or private information with them.
Report as Spam

Elly: hey its been a long time
Me: er..
Me: hi
Me: ...
Me: yes it is been a long time..
Me: but can i know who u are?
Elly: i just took an IQ test here.. pretty cool
Elly: you dont even know me anymore? wow.. ok i will tell you after this test yeah?
Me: oh, sorry, pretty busy with schoolwork now
Me: gonna work on it..
Elly: it really only takes 2 minutes, come on its fun
Mey: who are u?
Elly: got a 113 lol... I thought I was smarter than that
Me: o
Elly: you should see if you can do better than me... if you can ill buy you a drink
Me: nah, dats okay, i can buy my drink myself
Me: you sound like you are a spam
Me:
Me: wow u stop replying? haha so u are really a spam?
Elly: hell noo
Me: oh really?>
Me: so tell me who u are ;D
Elly: take it now while i take a shower lol
Me: wel, i definitely know you are a spam, darling
Me: bring it on, what esle u wanna say, babe?
Elly: ill be back in a few after im all fresh
Me: tov si bai mouy tek si iv tov na pye pye
Elly is typing a message.
Elly: brb, let me know your score when im back!

My External Hard disk Crashed!!!

2010-10-13T18:18:00.002+01:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG, my newly bought external hard disk crashed and the result was- everything was formatted!

Now what?
I have been using lots of softwares, well the free ones, to recover my files especially pictures that been with me for more than 4 years and my summer vacation pictures. But seems like it is no use at all. :( sigh sigh sigh..

:((

sigh

2010-10-06T10:20:00.001+01:00

sigh sigh sigh................................ :(

Waiting for the next flight to London

2010-09-20T13:19:00.003+01:00

The weather in Hong Kong now is not at all pleasant; well, just like how i feel about leaving Cambodia. People would feel butterflies flying in their stomach but me? I feel like millions of flies flying in the chest and heart. I feel like my heart got millions holes and I can feel that the isolation now welcomes me happily.

Three months holiday in Cambodia was too quick, too quick that I haven't had enough time with my family. I hate the fact that I am able to be with my mom, dad, brothers, grandmas, grandpas well my family only two or three months per year and I hate the fact that I am leaving the place where I've never wanted to.
I try to forbid my mind not to think about my life in Uk because I know clearly it is going to be like nothing. Nothing, nothing and nothing.

I wish the going-to-be 10 months in Uk gonna be so fast just like the 3months period i spent in Cambodia.

I miss my mom, I miss my dad, I miss my brothers.... I miss everyone in my family...

Twilight, New moon, and eclipse..

2010-06-18T20:54:00.002+01:00

well, what? ma holiday in france? lolz reading book!!! have finished reading three books within a week... and now nth to do... hmmmmmmmmm........... can't wait to read the last sequel of twilight which is The breakdown... can't wait can't wait..
oh and within a blink, cambodia is only 7 days away now! I can't wait again.. :D

By de way, i went to effel tower and er... le printemps (well the shopping mall? :D) with only ma cousin today.. luckily we didn't get lost lolz...

see see?? that's what a grown up can do! lol

gonna go to champs elysee on sunday and many other places... Love being independent and love being a tourist with a backpack on and a map in hands :P

Twilight

2010-06-08T16:30:00.002+01:00

So what? My holiday in France is alrite.. I have been helping unlce and auntie out with their work and preparation for this coming ceremony. Pretty tiring...
However, i still can manage to spare some time reading something!!!!
I have to admit that I am in love with this book- twilight already. I have finished reading it a while ago.. well, roughly 500pages i think.. Now, i am on way reading the next serie of the book which is called- New Moon..

At first, i said i was not at all the fan of twilight, yet the book proved me wrong! Twilight is awesome! I love it..

Alrite, that's pretty much about ma routine here... Be back soon!

Holiday in france

2010-05-30T08:36:00.002+01:00

Today is the third day in france.. what can i possibly say? it is awesome... I haven't gone to the tourist places yet but guess what i have been eating really well.. three meals a day and i sleep early at 10"30am every nite... what's a great habit! i wish i can just live like this when i am in UK. duhh..it just can't be happeened.

Call me a crazy or anything i dun mind, i have no feel to go out at all. i just wanna stay home, relax and rest... that's all i want. i dun wanna walk to the crowded places, walking along the street or anything... I just want to have a peaceful holiday resting and relaxing only. just looking at the map of paris, i am tired already.. i dun wanna walk, take train, metro or whatsoever!!! hehehe

Living with uncle and auntie here is fantastic... They are very kind and great! They feed me a lot.. hahah i weighed 49.3kg when i first arrived here france, but now i amd 50kg already! that's fast! it has been only three days...

Uncle and auntie are going to take me and ma cousin, Marya to Futuroscope, 400km from home this coming thursday. we gonna spend a nite at the hotel. sounds fun over there :D

oh and there are only 3more weeks to go until the day m goin back to ma home hot home :D

Passer les vacances a la France et au combodge :)

2010-05-27T02:37:00.003+01:00

Je vais a la France a demain. Bonjour la france; au revoir l'angleterre!!!!

yai, thats all i know about french hahah so here comes again, writing in english. well, gonna go to france for a three weeks and then i will be back to uk and prepare ma stuff to go to cambodia... Such a long long and lots lots of trips rite? But well, now I am totally knackered from packing, moving and storing!

Packing is the most annoying activity in the world.. heheheh

Alrite, m gonna be away from blog for a month i think.. cuz I dun think i can access the interent when m in france..

C ya!

P,S ignore the grammatical error for i just write this as fast as i can and yeah i didn't even read it again. will correct later..

Been for a while

2010-05-25T07:18:00.002+01:00

It's been for a while now that I haven't updated anything. Well, as i have already stated in the previous post, I was so busy with my uni assignment. But now yeah, everything is done; I am officially finished my first year in Uk ;) The sky above my head is getting brighter now ;) It will turn to be pink when I arrive Cambodia... *LOL* I can't wait already.

I was quite excited when i submitted the organisational studies essay this Monday. I can't believe that i can finish this most difficult essay. Well, it is over now. Thanks god! I am officially on break now, by the way. Gonna have go this france this coming thursday for approximately 4 weeks. Then I will fly from Paris back to UK and after that, fly from UK back to my home sweet home, Cambodia!!!! Awwww I start day-dreaming already.

OH, i forgot to mention about packing stuff.. I need to pack the whole things in the room to store!!!! Grrrr this is annoying! hate packing mux mux :((

Busy :(

2010-05-14T15:18:00.002+01:00

I have been so busy lately... Many stuffs to work on and guess what, what is so disaster is, my Ms Office stops working!!! and my assignment need to be handed in in 7 days time!
I have been going to the library and writing through wordpad instead. Hmmm :((
:(( I am tired... :(

Mak mak's day! 9th May 2010

2010-05-08T18:26:00.003+01:00

Happy Mak mak's day again, mommy.

Last time it was Mother's day in Uk, so i said Happy Mother's day to you.
Today is Mother's day in US and around the globe, so again i say happy mother's day to you..
and... other 363 days in the year, I keep saying Happy Mother's day to you in a heart.....

Mommy, everyday is your day!

Please stay healthy and be happy forever and ever mommy :* <3

I love you loads and loads.
I love you tons and tons.
I love you heaps and heaps.
I love you bunches.
I love you zillions!

Mak mak, you are my world <3

Send this eCard !

My cutest babe!

2010-05-08T14:12:00.003+01:00

Isn't he the cutest baby in the whole wide world? I just can't stop myself from looking at this picture and I just can't tell how much I am missing him :'(
Wish i could pinch his cheeks now :P

This and That (The result of being laid back today)

2010-05-05T22:44:00.001+01:00

Volcanic ash cloud returns!

2010-05-05T21:51:00.005+01:00

Last three weeks, most of the flights across Europe have been temporarily restricted and grounded due to the spread of the volcanic ash cloud in Iceland. Within six days of the flight's ban, the city, London has lost around 100 millions pounds (BBC News). Hotel occupancy fell by 25% and theatres, restaurants, shops have as well as seen to be decreased (BBC News). The flights have been resumed on late Tuesday, 27th April but unfortunately, now the volcanic ash is spreading again. However, this time, the cloud seems to be less severe compare to the previous one.
The flights over the part of Scotland, Northern Ireland and Ireland are restricted. Hopefully, flights could be resumed shortly.
If the volcanic ash keeps on unpredictably spread across Europe again and again, the economic in Europe is going to be even more down as now world's economic is already in recession.

I hope thing is going to be alright soon. Having the recession since 2008 is enough already.. hmmm.. Also, i wish, this ash cloud is not going to continue to spread till late June or else, I am going to be so sick as i need to fly back on the 26th June. Dear god, please hear my wish!

hmmmm... >Sigh< ....

Accounting results + essays

2010-05-04T18:38:00.004+01:00

What's a day! I felt dizzy for the whole day at school. My hands were shaking; my legs were trembling! hmmm... no ideas what was wrong with me. All in all, I just felt so unwell. Luckily, I have got my accounting result to cheer me up and to motivate me to walk through this long day. :)

For the first assessment (exam), i scored 80% and for the second also the last one, i scored 92%! yai! Things did pay off after undergoing the hardship of revising the stuff i am not interested in. *Laugh Out Loud*

Now, i can confirm that I got the first class for accountancy. There are still two more modules to take care of though, the learning from reflection and practice module plus the organisational studies. Learning from reflection essay is not really a problem as i have mostly finished the whole essay and the presentation was going on pretty well. What I am really stressed out about now is the organisational studies! I haven't started anything yet; I am so clueless with this one! 19 more days till the submission day, I hope I am not gonna fail this module @_@

One down, one more to go.

2010-05-03T12:18:00.002+01:00

Yai, I have almost finished one essay already :) phewww... still need the conclusion and do the reference. let consider this as done. so i still have one more to go. This other one is really hard.. I really have no ideas how to start :(

Well, there are 3 more weeks to go till the submission day, I hope i can get it done quite well... :(

Two down, three more to go

2010-04-29T23:57:00.002+01:00

I have done my accounting exam plus group presentation this Tuesday. Feel quite relief; however, I still have another presentation to do tomorrow, Friday. Two assignments due in three weeks time. Hmm.. after this, my sky will be blue once again :D

Hmm cant wait to get everything done; can't wait to go back home :)

*Home Sweet Home* ~ I will be seeing you in two months.. do wait for me :D

The change of preference

2010-04-25T23:22:00.003+01:00

After these few days of reviewing and trying to understand more about accounting and investment, i can tell that, i start having a positive manner toward accounting now! thx god! :)) hahah well, because i get to understand more? ;)

我很开心!!!! Hahahaha

Busy Week ^________^

2010-04-24T22:40:00.003+01:00

I know it is student responsibility to work on the uni work, assignments, tests, exams, presentations... etc.. However, sometimes ain't it too much to handle all of these workload at the same week?

This Tuesday is so going to be my lovely day ever in England, accounting exam and presentation fall on the same day. As I have mentioned, accounting has never been my favourite subject and it is not a subject that can be absorbed in my head easily so no wonders, I have to put lots of effort for this exam. Presentation? As used to be, as usual, as always, I need to practice a lot. Yeah, that's probably one of the disadvantages of being an international student. I wish... I could just speak English
fluently just like the native ones!!!! @_@ >Sigh<
Oh and guess what this Friday, sweetly, I am required to do another presentation :) Blessing or curse?

By the way, last night I was reading and reviewing accounting paper on my bed and as I remembered I fell asleep around 12am. Hmm.. I had a dream. I dreamt that I was home... I dreamt that I was home and I was talking to myself that - "Time flies so fast, within a blink, all assignments have been done and now I am on holiday at Home sweet Home" Oh my goodness, I know I felt excited in the dream but I just realised when i woke up... I thought it was real, I thought I was really home... But I actually just got cheated by my own dream...

That's enough for today; I better get back to my reviewing now.

Later everyone! Enjoy weekend!

NO more BREAK!

2010-04-18T23:02:00.000+01:00

HMMM... THREE WEEKS ARE PASSING BY TOO FAST.. I AM NOT READY YET! NOT AT ALL. I NEED MORE BREAK PLEASE.... :((

Social Nite at the Dogs

2010-04-18T00:57:00.003+01:00

What should i begin? I have mentioned in the previous previous post that this semester my group members and I are going to organize an event; it is of course part of the assessment in class. Our first event, the car wash was not successful as it has been rejected by University facilities with numbers of reasons. Thus, we all have arranged the immediate meeting and we decided to change our event from charitable to the social one as social event is easier to prepare than the charitable one, like car wash as an example.

Our new event is "Nite at the Dogs". The name of the event is pretty weird for Cambodian people I bet. However, for people here, i don't think that they find it strange with the name. "Nite at the Dogs" took place at the Sunderland Greyhound Stadium, dog-racing place which is around 15minutes from my place by taxi and it costs us about 7.50pounds to get there. I don't really know whether is the same as the horse-racing place for i have never been such a place before but well, i think they are more the less same but the difference is just one is dog-racing and another is horse.

The event was going on quite well last night, the 16th of April. Most of classmates also joined us. They seemed to enjoy a lot and yeah they as well as put the bet almost every race. Well, for them, it may be a place to chill out but for me, I am just not into that kind of place. I was quite dizzy that time. :-s
Oh and Guess what, the whole place, me and my cousin are like weirdo for there are no other Asians besides us. LOL. Nevertheless, we still survive and arrived home safely lolz :))

My teammates, their friends and I (a bit blur- lets put de blame on Marya, the camerawoman, lol,jk, thx sis!)

A part of the racing field :)

41 random facts about me

2010-04-17T00:03:00.006+01:00

1- I am an adventurous type; I go and seek for something new. (Reasons why I keep moving from one countries to another)

2- I am stubborn; I have my own ideas and my own opinions. You say I may be listening but I can't guarantee that your words are taken into consideration. " Not good, I'm actually trying to change:( "

3- I am imperfect but I am trying to be one though I know nobody is perfect.

4- I am a procrastinator; I most of time keep all my works until the last seconds but I never fail to manage to get those things done on time.

5- I am clumsy; I always forget this and that when i go out, but i don't care.

6- I hate it when people smoke and blow in the air somewhere around me - totally pissed off.

7- I like studying economics. I scored A on micro and macro and of course I am just so much into this subject.

8 a- I dislike accounting and finance but my current major in uni is Business and Financial Management.

b- Organisational studies is the first subject that I feel like I wanna give up; it is the first subject that I have no clues and the first subject that i let it be and let it go.

9- I seek for the best; my goal is generally to excel in whatever things I am willing to do.

10- I can't stand the most when people say or accuse me for the things I didn't do!

11- I don't like winter.

12- I don't like waiting.

13- I like Vanilla Ice-cream.

14- I like playing basket ball.

15- Basketball field is the place I like to chill out when I am feeling down.

16- I am not a good cook but I can cook.

17- I am quite good at peeling fruit skins especially apples.

18- I am good at washing dishes. (hahahaha)

19- I speak Khmer and English. I understand a little bit of French and I know a few words in Chinese.

20- My always favourite cartoon is Popeye. My childhood heroes were power rangers..

21- I like going to the theme park. I like roller coaster, the longer and the faster, the better.

22- I like going to the cinema and I like watching American movies either comedies or actions, certain Korean dramas, Hong Kong series, Britain's got talent, the X-factor, American Idols ...etc

23- I don't like watching horror or ghost movies. I am not at all into it!

24 I don't like when people hang up my call without having a proper ending of the conversation.

25- I need to have all problems solved before walking away.

26- I want to be an air-stewardess but I know it is just a dream.

27- I want to study tourism and hospitality but now it is too late and I know I never have a chance to.

28- I am emotional. I cry easily over the stupid things but don't misjudge me, I am probably not what you are seeing.

29- I am generally kind and caring to most people around, friends to be more specified.

30- I am normally sweet and loving to those who not really know me. However, the closer you are to me, the less sweet and less loving I am to you.

31- My parents love me much and willing to give me everything I want and it is the reason why I sometimes have the princess-like character. Thus, don't try to change me, it is not gonna work.

32- I am not rich so are my parents; this is the TRUTH!

33- I ACT crazily and childishly in front of my family because of only one reason- I want to cheer up the atmosphere around.

34- I seem to be childish or babyish in the family but I have never forgotten that I am the oldest child. I act so but it doesn't mean I am stupid.

35- I am quite easy to be angry over the certain things but I am also the forgiving person. I don't take things so serious and I am not at all good at remembering the bad things.

36- "Customer is the BOSS"; therefore, i got really pissed off when sellers treat me badly.

37- I am a spendthrift; I love shopping, I love buying; I love spending and importantly, I love money.

38- I always wish to sleep without having a dream but i know it is just a dream that never come true.

39- I sometimes think of being a vegetarian for I want to accompany my dad as he doesn't really eat meat.

40- I always wait for one day that I can celebrate birthdays or wedding anniversary for my parents using the money that I earn by myself.

41- My family is my everything; I love them more than anything else in the world; I feel much more over the moon when i see them smile and happy.

Dreams

2010-04-14T23:43:00.003+01:00

I wonder how many people out there that rarely have had a dream when they sleep. I wonder how can they manage not to have those stupid dreams? I just so envy those certain people a lot. Are there any tricks or any tips before you sleep in order to avoid having any kind of dreams? or you just automatically born with it? born with having no dreams at all when u sleep? again, i so envy you...

I am a type of person that have a dream even i take a nap only for 15 minutes. I wanna scream that this is so a disaster!

I always wish to sleep without having a dream but i know it is just a dream dat never come true. :( hmmm >Sigh< ...

Happy Khmer New Year!

2010-04-14T02:23:00.012+01:00

Happy Khmer New Year, everyone! I have been away from home for three years but I have never forgotten when my country's new year celebration is. Wish everyone all the best throughout the year. May your life be filled with joy and success and may your face be covered always with the sweetest smile!

Happy Khmer New Year all my beloved people! Smile and welcome together the greatest Tiger year :)

My cousin, Marya and I prepared these to welcome angel in Tiger Year. There are 7 types of fruits on the table, strawberries, kiwis, apples, grapes, bananas, oranges and plums or mirabelles, 6cans of DIET coke, two bottles of milk plus coconut cake. :)

Sista and I <3 (self-timer picture :D)

Homesick

2010-04-09T10:45:00.004+01:00

Khmer New Year is coming in a couple of days. I just realised that I haven't celebrated Khmer New Year with my family for three years already. I wonder what is going to be on that day at home. I wonder how happy it would be to have a family reunion during this celebration.. I wish i could be home now :(

Love this

2010-04-08T20:47:00.008+01:00

I am doing nothing today besides clicking this and that on the internet and guess what I find this pair of heels very nice.. awww i want it so bad but i have no idea where to get it. i dun think this one is sold online!!!! :(( awww i want it so bad! aint it look so lady-like by de way? :D

Years back then...

2010-04-01T23:01:00.004+01:00

This picture was taken many years ago. Actually i cropped this pix specifically. My brother looked very young and he was so close with daddy that time. He was just like a young kiddo but not now... I miss this family time that we used to have...
time flies... M now 19 years old already; my younger brother is 15 and the youngest one is 6... Mom and dad must have had a hard time raising this three stubborn kids. hehehhe...

Workin on assignments

2010-03-31T23:59:00.002+01:00

I am on spring break now and i hate the most when i need to do my work during the break.. What's the point of calling "Break" while there are loads of things to do? hmm here is the pix of my desk now. Imagine how stressful i am! I am not showing off that I am a hard-working student cuz truly m not but i am trying to show off what it is really called break behind the scene in UK!

P.S because these works need to be done or else, i wont even bother touching these giant books!

Sunday

2010-03-28T10:34:00.000+01:00

i have had quite a good sleep last nite for i was so knackered!!!! @_@
Now i just woke up and just as used to be, laptop is my best friends. Once i on my eyes, my laptop will on too. *Laugh Out Loud*

Today, sister and the other two Cambodians plan to go to Wetherspoon (Restaurant) to eat lunch and watch football there, Liverpool vs Sunderland... Go go go sunderland. However, I will just go for lunch then walk back and stop by at the library to get a few books to read for my Organisational Studies. Nah, I am not a good student, it is just a must! hmmm

My back hurts me so much... Hmm I need a massage.. lolz, thinking of going to spa!!! hahahaha... Just kidding, i dun want to burn my parents money anymore wasting on these stuff :P

Alrite, will post more later... C ya :D

First day of my spring break...

2010-03-27T21:39:00.002Z

Time flies so fast! I am already on Spring or Easter Break now. :) Actually there are heaps of things to do during this break; i bet library really gonna be my second home :(
However, today i went out to refresh my mind a bit. I went to South Shield, one of the place somewhere around Newcastle? I am not really sure about the location but well i just know that I did enjoy the beauty of the view there a lot. It was so peaceful. :)

I am not feeling well today but i am still going out. Tough girl, eh? i hope so...
I have to admit that i feel so much released....

I am so tired now, really... I reallly have no more power... so powerless... I didn't sleep much these days, think the insomnia is coming back again to visit me... grrr I hate it :(
However, this tough young lady is still writing blog and reading book for her assignment.. :) Hopefully i can fall asleep peacefully tonight... :)

Here are some of the pictures of today... ain't they cute? :)

Mom and Dad anniversary

2010-03-25T05:02:00.000Z

Happy 20th Wedding Anniversary, Mommy & Daddy. 25/03/1990 ~ 25/03/2010

It has been 20 years already that mommy and daddy have been together. Sweet :)

Really wish i could be there with you today. Really wish to kiss you both and saying Happy Anniversary directly.

I love you, dad and mom...

Thank you for giving me this beautiful life.

Thank you for being my back unconditionally.

All in all, thank you for everything mom and dad.

You both are the world's greatest mom and dad!

Finally, I promise, I won't fail your dream! ♥

My life...

2010-03-14T12:18:00.001Z

My little brother, my beloved mom and my adorable daddy... They are the reasons why I am looking forward
and reaching for the best :) ♥
P.S Still got my second brother, Norin but i can't find the picture yet :D

Mother's day in Uk

2010-03-14T12:14:00.001Z

I usually say Happy Mother's day to mom in May but now I cant stop myself from saying that to her today for she is just the greatest mom that deserves everyday a mother's day. Also, today is officially the mothers' day in Uk . That's not a big deal though to say in what month, the deal is that I am missing her...Uk celebrates Mother's day in March, then i say that to ma mom in March; and US celebrates in May, i am gonna say it once again in May.. Importantly, everyday is her day for me ♥.

Happy Mommy's Day! Missing mommy loads, loving mommy big big... Thx you mommy much much for sending me more more money... U r the greatest best friend i have ever had and U r the greatest mom ever.. Mom, I love you ♥

Smile....

2010-03-13T06:17:00.000Z

Smile and stay healthy are the only things i need to do now besides studying hard...

:) Obstacles are just a few pages in each chapter of the life book. Do not give up and reach for the best.

Probably it is impossible to think everything gonna be alrite but i have learned sth-

'The first step to achieve the impossible is to believe it is possible'.

So what? Time to make things happen :)

Suddenly, something is coming right in my mind:

"Life is filled with pain" quoted from Buddha, and to release all the pain, you have to abandon all the desire in life...

This is also the reason why not everyone can go to nirvana. That's also the reason why man invented pain killer.

....... no ideas what i am writing for sure but i just feel i am teaching myself a life theory now ........

Happy Birthday, sister :*

2010-03-02T21:13:00.003Z

It is 2nd March 2010 today. It is bong ya's 21st sweet birthday. I don't have much to say besides - "Happy Birthday, Sis! I just soooo love you". Hope there will always be an adorable smile on ur face and wish every second of your life be filled with love and hope :)

Again, Happy birthday sis :)

Day out in Sunderland :)

2010-02-28T11:03:00.003Z

We went out since last week but hmm i just remember to post now :P

Birthday Presents From Teammates

2010-02-25T20:21:00.004Z

Here are the presents i have received from my teammates at Uni. I was stunning at the lecture when they gave me these. What can i say? Well, that's so nice of them. I didn't expect for this and i had never expected for it. I rarely smile at class and I rarely talk but thanks god I am still able to have quite good relationship with my teammates. Thank you loads, Trina, James, Jack, Steph and Dan.

Oh and we, six are preparing a charity project for this coming April, just a week after Easter break. We are going to do a car wash at the car park either at St Peter Campus or City Campus for a charity. Woo hoo... Car wash, I am just waiting to see now how the weather is going to be like while now it is still 1 degree. :-s hahahah, hopefully we are doing this so called- Car Wash Event without the big coats on :D

By de way, my 19th birthday was not bad at all. I love my new age but i just hope my face is not getting older yet lolz :P

Last nite pix :D

2010-02-20T11:07:00.002Z

My 19th Birthday

2010-02-20T10:38:00.007Z

This year birthday is far more different from the other years. I remember i was 16 at home, 17 and 18 in Malaysia. What shall i say? 18th birthday in Malaysia was great. My friends and I threw quite a big party at My Box and yeah we rocked! I do miss that time. However, this year 19th birthday is no longer in Nilai, M'sia but Sunderland, Uk.

I posted a status on my facebook profile that - though having instant noodle instead of chocolate cake for birthday, though staying at room and going to uni instead of partying tonite, i just have a very nice birthday. Everyone is just so sweet today, friends, family.. well everybody! :"> i like ma new age already... Sweet 19 :"> ♥

It is the truth that everyone is just so sweet yesterday. I really mean it, really.. EVERYONE. I am happy enough just like this. I don't ask for anything more. I don't ask for throwing a big party; i don't ask for a cake to blow or i don't ask for anything present. Just like yesterday, i felt so enough already.

However, I was so surprised last nite. My sister, marya put a big effort in surprising me. Believe me not, there were only me and her but guess what it is even sweeter than the party i used to have last year. Last year it was fun; it was noisy; it was crazy and everything. this year, as i had a birthday party only with my sis, the flat seems to be so quiet but it is really memorable.

I am not really good at describing the moment or event that already happened but all i can tell is the feeling that i really have. I feel the bond between me and her; i feel the love of being sisters...

She wrote in the postcard that- My life would be suck without, sis. happy birthday. :) I also want to tell her so. I really dunno how can i get on with this lonely life in UK without her. At least, i have got one person as a shadow to wherever i go and almost whatever i do... :)

This is another note from facebook after my sister surprised me with the cake.

was so surprised a few mins ago! What can i possibly say again? Thank you sister, Marya Samrith ! at least i have blown a real candle today hahaha.. Lub u mux mux mux :* thx sis ♥ ♥

Finally, this year birthday is quiet but it is sooo sweet... Just like i said, i don't ask for anything more. Thanks everyone. Thanks dad for ur wish in the morning. Thanks mom for ur wishes since Valentine's day. Thanks brother, Rin for ur sms- it is the first time that i ever received ur wish sms and i really feel so flying and u really brighten ma whole day. Thanks Sister, bong ya for that birthday cake and the slipper :) thanks bong ka for the sweet sms. Thanks bong lyna for ur rude sms :P thx classmates for saying happy birthday, thx all ma friends and sweetly thx babe for making de cake and celebrate wif me through video call :) thx everyone... that's just so sweet of you... Will always remember it :)
Awww Sweeeet 19 :)

Semester 1 Results

2010-02-16T20:10:00.002Z

I have got back all my assignments that i have done for last semester already. What can I possibly say here? Well, I am quite satisfied with the results.

The grading system here, in Uk is completely different from America or Malaysia or probably wherever. The papers are not marked using A+ or A- or whatsoever; they are marked using sth like first class, 2:1, 2:2, 2:3 and so on. First class is the one, just like A+ something like that. However, it is tough to score more than 70 marks here. 70 and above are so-called 'First class', while 60 to 69 is 2:1 and etc...

I don't really know how to explain much about this grading system but all i can tell is that first class is just like A grade, something like that.

Guess what? I scored 72 on my Business Global Environment paper... :) yippy!

I have got a feedback from tutor as well. Honestly, i am very pleased with this result and I had expected quite high for this paper for i have put quite lots of efforts of doing it. It does pay off at last:)

However, I just feel so so with the other two papers coz i scored only 64 which is in 2:1. Hmmm, i don't expect that marketing paper turning out this way. I scored A+ for marketing when i was in Malaysia, but here i couldn't manage to get the first class... Well, every single point here is just so tough to get. :-s

Core business skills, i also got 64 for this one. Hahaha I should say lucky me to get this 64 cuz i have lost my essay just a day before the deadline of this assignments! I cried out loud that time in my room. I walked to library with only 1/100 of my souls. Yeah i cried so hard just like a baby. However, i did manage to get it done on time... Phewww... it was painful that time to repeat the stuff that u have already done! It was so tiring as well.... :D More than half of the module overall scores was related to group work and my group didn't score so well. Yeah it is always the reasons why i said I am working better when I am alone :( hik hik hik...

All my group members are all talented; they are smart; i can say but just probably it is my problem? I just don't work so well in group! ahhh forget it!

Alrite, m sleepy now... gudnite everyone :*

Chinese New Year & Valentine's day!

2010-02-13T02:12:00.002Z

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's day, people!

Never expect that both celebration would fall on the same day but well, here we can't expect the unexpected :P

More and more ang pao in pockets for Chinese New Year and more and more love in heart for Valentine's, guys!

With Love,

Tey xxxx

Cafeworld in Facebook

2010-02-11T13:58:00.003Z

Before
After

It is Thursday today. I have no class. I am supposed to study but I decorated my my restaurant in Facebook instead. :D

Hahhaha I spent more than 1 hour on it :p

Now I am preparing to go to Uni to take my marketing result. Hmm.. God, pls bless me! :-s

Yeah it's tuesday nite!

2010-02-09T22:24:00.006Z

I don't like Tuesday for I am having class till 6pm.

Well, today classes were going on okay. Accounting class was okay. I started liking accounting now :P However, still it is a very hard subject for me :( Wondering if others feel the same way too.

Another class, learning from practice and reflection was also okay. Again, I was discussing the group of 6. Now my group decided to do the "Car Wash" to raise funds for charity. Actually, we are preparing this for it is part of the assessment. :D I still have got plenty of time left before the taking the plan into action. So yeah, no bother now.

By the way, i like Tuesday night cuz i have no class on wednesday and thursday; therefore, i will just sleep my head off and enjoy every second being in my lovely room:)

I have just finished a big bowl of fried mee (fried noodles) yum yum....

After this lovely dinner in front of lappie, my mood suddenly changes....

I am so sad for i have to make a very tough decision whether i should now read "The New Rulers of The World", watching movies, facebook-ing, watching Cartoon Network or sleeping.. Hmmm.. I feel that life is just so tough when comes to decision-making! :P hahah

Alright, gonna enjoy my tuesday night now... later later later....

P.S haven't read this post again before posting so i bed there would be tons of spelling and grammatical errors. Just ignore it, i will correct it later :P

Tired...

2010-02-08T19:11:00.002Z

I am so tired today after the 3 hours lectures at uni :( I haven't had enough sleep for 3 days already and now i feel like I am catching a cold again. So headache.

I didn't concentrate much today at the lecture. I looked at lecturers and i talked no words in the class but ask me if i've learnt something.. :( Well, don't blame me. I don't mean to be like this; i just feel unwell. hik hik hik

Also, my mind today flied flied flied flied so high that i couldn't catch it and yeah now I am trying to tell, i learn nothing today :( Tomorrow accounting and group work... AHHHHHHHHH.... I am just so DEAD!!!

I need to review many things tonight especially accounting and learning from reflection or whatsoever... Poor little Tey hik hik hik @_@

I don't wanna say blah blah blah so much. so yeah catch you later ma lil' blog :D

My younger brother, Norin

2010-02-07T02:34:00.003Z

Me and Norin, my younger brother were very close back then, around 5 or 6 years ago, but the string started breaking apart when i went to Malaysia at the end of 2007. That's the fact that all sisters love her brothers and yep of course i love him though he is a bit rude sometimes.

He was so friendly and happy when he was young if I am not mistaken. He smiled in every picture he took; he listened to me and he was just so adorable. We were very close when we went to France together. That time i was 15 and he was 12. We were away from home for almost a year without mom and dad taking care of. But still, we got each other back. I remembered he dared not to sleep alone that time, so we slept in the same room. Before we slept, we always played pokemon games through his gameboy. I remember a few animals from that game. Let me recall, they are sth like Pikachu, Catterpie, Charizard... lolz what else can i possibly say now? I just miss those time. We got along just very well. Since i were young, i always told myself that, no one can bully my brother. They dare, they are dead! hahahaha, i was nasty and i believe I still am now sometimes.

Well, now I don't mean that he is not adorable but just i prefer him better when he was young. Nah i know time flies; life moves on. He is growing up now; He is my 15 year old big-but-always-small brother in my mind. He changes a lot when he becomes bigger. He doesn't smile a lot. He becomes very quiet and he didn't care much about things around him in the house.

I was too sensitive last few years that i even had an argument with him and we ended up by not talking to each for half a year. I was wrong for I am older but i act like a kid fighting for candies. I shouldn't been that childish that time. Well, i was 16 that time so let blame my age instead of me (LOL).

Our relationship was really bad and i didn't try to figure out the solution to solve but the way to even make the relationship worse. I hate myself for this. I am always like this probably to everyone :(

However, by looking at the bright side, that time i was just not old enough to get to know about these things. But when i get to come to Uk, i feel different. I start learning to understand my brother and once again our relationship is better. :) We chatted through yahoo and sometimes pop up saying crazy hi in each other profile in facebook.

With this, I feel so warm. I start to feel once again, i am his sister now. I feel even better when i can share with him his problems and stuff. I actually want him to know that he always has my back and no matter where i are, or how far i am, millions miles away or whatsoever, I am always there for him. He probably doesn't need me that much but yeah whenever he need, i will always be there. :)

Just now i chatted with him in yahoo. I asked him whether he remembers my birthday. He answered "yes". I clarified, 'you remember?' he said again 'yes'. Seriously i felt flying and my tears were about to drop. I then asked him whether he remember our youngest sweet adorable brother birthday, he answered 'Yes' again! what's a surprise! Honestly, i didn't expect that he remembered my birthday nor my brother's.

He didn't say out much but inside his heart he always thinks and cares about family and everything around. Oh and he also remembers grandpa's birthday which is 2 days after his.

Wow, what's a day. I have been deadly sad for the whole day, but now a few of his words made me smile. Thanks bro for wearing the smile for me, a smile i haven't been worn for de whole day.... :( :)

Proud to be "By" and Lucky to have this adorable family.......

Reviewing accounting:P

2010-02-05T20:56:00.004Z

A couple days ago, when i was back from school, i was thinking of reviewing my accounting but at last i ended up by chasing elephant, frog and butterfly in my room. hahahaha

it took me two hours if I am not mistaken; however, i just enjoyed this a lot....

I lost my pencil!

2010-02-05T20:48:00.005Z

I wanna scream out loud that- I lost my pencil on the first day at school! I am still unhappy now. I have no feeling writing with these pens. I need my pencil. I don't need the new one but this one... :(( We just have had so many memories together.. .:( It was with me when i did my assignment and when i drew the bumblebee and many other things....... I need it back!!!!!

First day at school

2010-02-02T21:19:00.002Z

Today is the start of new month, February, also the start of my new semester in Uni of Sunderland. I am doing three modules this semester, Accounting for Business and Management, Organizational Studies and Learning from Practice and Reflection.
It is the fact that i always hate accounting. Hmm, probably because I am not good at it and it just doesn't attract me at all. Not only accounting that i hate now, but also the Learning from practice and reflection module. It involves TOO much group work! What is more, Organizational studies is really another monster for me to bear this term.

I wonder how this semester goes on while I am not into any of these three subjects. I wonder how are my results at the end of this term...

By the way, I feel so bad now, i lost my beloved pencil today at the Uni. I just found out that i lost it when i arrived home already. I feel soooo bad now :(

:( :( :(

Er...

2010-01-29T20:08:00.002Z

Hi blog! I am back again. Today i have already posted two posts and now I am posting this one, the third one and hopefully the last one for today.

I haven't done lots of things today. I stayed in the room since i woke up and just an hour ago i went down to the kitchen and grabbed something to eat. My sis cooked something and left it in the kitchen for me. I took a dish of rice and went to my sis' room and had a simple conversation with her. We talked about this and that; we talked about Uni life and stuff and talked about paying for the gym this Monday after class. I wonder how long me and her can keep going to the gym as we are both such a lazy A** . Hmmm.. Once again, gym is the place for me to release stress... ^^

By the way, after this long day room, i felt much better after talking with my sister. hehehe not so stressed out there in ma chamber. Eww i can't tell enough how much i hate UK, Sunderland, Clanny House or whatsoever.

Now i am planning to do something big and i will try to reach it no matter how hard it is. I may encounter some obstacles i know, but that is all about life, challenge and try! I know my parents won't oppose this as well. :) Lucky to be born to be "By"; lucky to be born to be "Me" :)

'When u reach for stars, you may not get one but you won't come back with a handful of dust either' - Promot Batra

Reading Spirit

2010-01-29T11:01:00.007Z

Can't read without my Teddy :P

Haven't i already mentioned about the book named "The New Rulers of The World?"

Yeah I am reading it now. I have finished half of the book already, another half to go. I start to be interested in reading once again after a long long time keeping a book out off my head. I remember last time, i was just so addicted reading books, either Khmer or English. As i have stated in my interest, i am the biggest fan of Charles Dicken. He is just a great author. Many of his novels have positioned at the first place of my mind such as Oliver Twist, David Cooperfield... etc.

But now i start with something new. 'The New Rulers of The World' is not the book that comes from one's imagination. It is about something real. Something that has really happened in the world and something that a student like me should know. It is also a bit about politics. Ignore about this, all I am interested in is the facts that are stated in the books.

Call me a weakie weak, some parts of this book make my tears dropping down.

It is about the war in Iraq. I don't talk about the complicated matter here. I am just talking about the one of the small components of this thing, "War in Iraq".

In somewhere in the book, there is a plot about a family of one shepherd. He came home and realized that there were 6 bodies lying in blood. One was his 70 years old dad, another one was his brother and the other four were his kids. Among the four, there was a 5 years old boy who just said to his dad that he was so happy that he could go to school next year.

I didn't know why i felt so sad after reading this and i was picturing every move unintentionally in my head.

I don't wanna be a coward who drop a tear just because of reading but i found this too sympathetic; i found it a tragedy of humankind.

I will try to finish this book before i start class and i will start reading another book by Donald Trump- 'Think Like a Billionaire' later. This book is not the last version from Donald Trump but i think it is still worth to read.

Can't wait to finish 'The New Rulers of The World' and can't wait to start 'Think Like a Billionaire'.

My reading spirit is back after a long time hiding deeply somewhere in my soul. TGI 's back! Whoops, not thanks god it's friday! but thanks god it is back! i mean my reading spirit :)

OGI Friday!

2010-01-29T10:23:00.003Z

You may only hear TGI Friday which is 'Thanks God It's Friday!' but you may never heard something like OGI Friday which is "Oh God It's Friday!' My class is going to start in 2days and a half, I mean it is going to start this Monday! No more holidays. [Sad]

I am going to take three courses this spring semester. They are Accounting, Organization Studies and Learning through reflection. I am not so into these subjects for they seem to be hard. [Coward!!???] Well, i haven't tried yet, so keep the fingers crossed and hope i would enjoy these classes.

I am now looking forward to my semester one result which will be announced on the 22nd February. It is still long more to go but I keep thinking about it.

Besides, i only plan to do something big. :)

I am gonna go to meet Study Abroad Coordinator this Thursday to ask her information about studying abroad. If i tell this to some of my friends, they would say- WHAT? u are moving again? hahaha... Call me adventurous!

Love experience new things and love travelling :)

Update more info later....

I am a lazy pig now. Just wanna sleep sleep and make myself freeeeeee...

Me and ma lil teddy

2010-01-20T17:50:00.005Z

Just woke up pix

Kissin ma babe while doing ma assignment

heheehe look alike?

Happy yesterday.

2010-01-20T17:10:00.003Z

Yesterday, after submitting my work at the library, I walked back powerlessly but happily. I laughed a lot while walking home with my cousin, marya. I was told that I laught like a crazy girl. nah, i know but couldn't help, I just couldn't leave it inside. I was so released and finally i truely understand the meaning of BREAK! :D
After arriving home, i enjoyed my Take-away Hawaiian Pizza and then hit the bed immediately.

Now I am writing this post from my bed with the light off. I am bending myself to the wall leaving my leg lying straightly on the soft bed. Sound relaxing? yes of course.
Today, for the whole day, i just sleep, eat and watch movie through my beloved lappie. I don feel bored. I feel good and ask me if i wanna hang out, my answer would be NO. I really have no feeling to get out off the room. I just wanna be quietly resting peacefully here in my lil'chamber :D
Ok, will be back and post other things later :)

My thought today

2010-01-20T16:28:00.004Z

I have submitted marketing paper yesterday around 3 or 4pm. I crammed over night till afternoon to get that work done. No wonders, I did it. i finished it around 2 and
rushed to school to print everything out and hand it in.

It was a very tiring day, you can tell. I was not feeling so good, probably because of sleeplessness. I knew everything would end up like this since the day the assignments were given. However, I still managed to get everything done and that's the reason why this procrastination could not be omitted from my life.

Well, I have something in my mind and i feel like i want to share.
Firstly, let me begin with this. I really liked marketing subject. Let say, I have been so into this subject since i was doing my American Degree in Nilai University, Malaysia. I remember that I scored A for this module and of course this A grade has given me the positive image of marketing module. Then when i arrived in Uk, I was required to retake the marketing module again. I didn't feel bored. I enjoyed the seminar class a lot and I did quite well in the class... Surprisingly, during the process of working on this paper, i just lost all the interest in marketing. It is not because of how bad or how rubbish my paper was and it is not about the hardship i have undergone while doing this paper but it is about my own feeling. Wow, I am quite good at losing interest and feeling towards things. The question is- is it a blessing or curse for being like this? This is just a small case of losing interest in certain academic area, but what if this case one day applies to something else bigger in my life? Like what if on the day i graduate from a business faculty, i feel that i lose all interest in Business? Blessing or curse? Disaster or fortune? Well, just my thought of today, probably because of being so free.

Actually, i have many things i wanna scream out during these two or three weeks... But now i just dunno how to begin. No, i do begin sth and yeah write about marketing paper and stuff but there are still tons of things left unsaid in my mind... let see if i manange to say it all later... :)

Can i just stop by and say a word?

2010-01-17T23:54:00.002Z

Hi blog!

You dunno how much i miss ya! Haven't posted anything for quite a long time... Wondering if you miss me, ma dear blog?

You just dunno how much I am busy lately.... I am now still working on my marketing paper... Two papers were already submitted... phewww...... I will be officially on vacation with no ASSIGNMENTS for around two weeks after this paper done! Yeah happy for me..

i have quite many things to share while i have been aways these few weeks....

However, time is limited... I really have to put ma head back into ma work..

Bye bye :D

The New Rulers of the World

2010-01-05T21:55:00.005Z

"The New Rulers of The World" is really a window to the world.
Here is the link- http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-7932485454526581006#

I actually managed to watch this TV documentary for the sake of my assignment. After watching it, I can tell, it is very interesting. It just makes me feel like- What? O_o

I will post more about it soon, well, just right after all my papers done. For the time being, I just want to share the link and hope you all enjoy it.
It isn't worth a penny to watch it; the knowledge u get back would pay off the time and effort u have spent on watching it. :)

I also ordered that book, "The New Rulers of The World" from Ebay. I will get back and tell you more details later... :)

Have fun watching!

Knowledge is everywhere; grab the opportunities and enjoy it!

I really have done sth last nite and today

2010-01-03T11:47:00.004Z

My mind map on- Should Foreign Investment be Always Welcomed to Poor Countries? :(
This is where i study, sleep, and eat! :D These books think I love them, but the truth is i hate them:D

I have kept talking about assignments in most of ma posts and finally i have got something in my paper now. I slept with my light on last nite and i didn't even know when did i fall asleep. I think i got 3 or 4 hours sleep today.

I have to admit sth that, the things i am doing now is hard. It is just not like what i always think "Simple". I have put quite lots of effort, thinking, doing mind-map, reading...etc but at last now i still feel that the work i have done so far is so messed up and it doesn't seem to be in logical order. :( I start feeling scared of the result now. Even last nite when i slept; i still dreamed about submitting my work and stuff. But just the thing is the prof in my dream is not lecturers in UK but one of my math teachers in Cambodia. Lolz...
I have been like this for quite numbers of years, esp when i was younger. i always dream about my schoolwork whenever it is not yet done. My brain kept working though my body is sleeping. Lolz.. it is so tiring, trust me!
I used to dream of solving one math problems last time in cambodia; well i dun remember the exact time, it just has been so long ago. I couldn't solve that problem then i went to sleep and at last i solved it in ma dream. Hahahha sounds unbelievable? Actually, it was not a complete process when i dreamt but just when i woke up, i got some clues to do it and felt fresher and yep i did it.
But, now I am quite stuck with my paper, i went to bed, hopefully i got sth in my dreams, lolz yeah i got sth but not the process of solving the problem, but the process of getting the bad result....
Now m typing with only half soul in my body... My fingers are so tiring already. However, i have told myself to complete this paper no longer than 6th cuz i need to go to see ma lecturer and ask for more advice on the 8th.

Alrite, that's all i want to write on my blog today... Have a sweet time everyone!

Bye bye 2009, Welcome 2010!

2010-01-01T00:11:00.003Z

The pix is very blur cuz of the bad quality of the phone camera not cuz of the camera girl :P. There's a purple light overthere; yeah it is the firework! :)

First of all, i would like to scream out Happy New Year to my family!!!!
Mom, dad, grandpa, grandmas, aunts, uncles, sisters, brothers- Happy New Year from England!

I am now looking the fireworks from my room window... What's a nice new year day! The dark sky is glittered by the light of firework, the town is white by the falling snow.. :)

I am shouting to everyone in Cambodia! Haloooo.... Big Greeting from here! You hear me?

Hmm... Seriously, it has been a very lonely day and night! however, I still try to smile and enjoy every sec though I am quite stressed out because of my school work now!

Again, Happy New Year!

Sending you a big hug, kiss and a big - I LOVE YOU across the continents!!

Bye bye 2009, Welcome 2010!

Gosh! how to start?

2009-12-30T21:24:00.002Z

i have no ideas how to start my work... i read through articles by articles BUT, the big BUT i still have no ideas! hmmm >Sigh< ...

I finished a cup of cappuccino just now plus a cup of tea already but there's nothing out of my brain yet. I start feeling headache and dizzy now... Guess, it is because of that cappuccino... :-s
I have given up drinking coffee since july but now broke the rule and here's the result... :-s

I better off to kitchen and grab another cup of tea and relax a few sec before get back to my work.
Hmm wish me luck that i could write sth on ma paper.... wish me luck..... @_@

Time to get down to the business

2009-12-30T17:34:00.003Z

I managed to take this a moment ago ^^ just rite after i finished writing this post

I am writing this only 2 days before 2010 :) Nothing is so excited. I am just going to spend my new year with my papers. Yeah no doubt, I am about to mention about the three papers ONCE and ONCE again!

Today is really a day. I really put my soul to my work now. Hopefully, i can at least achieve sth tonite. I have just refreshed myself with a mug of Cappuccino and another cup of tea is in front of me now, well actually behind my lappie. Among the three papers, marketing, business environment and core business individual report, I decide to go for business environment first. Marketing paper, i have done around 1500 words so far but what's a shame, i was not on the right track. That's the reason why i have no feel to get back to it yet. Individual report of Core and Business Skill? I dun even know what the topic is about.
However, just walking step by step now... Walk and smile; fight and DIE! lolz! Just kidding about the DIE one. I just want to make my phrase rhymed.

by de way, as i have already mentioned, i said i am putting my soul for my paper now rite? but what da heck am i still doing here? Blog is not where i am supposed to finish my school work! Hahahha

Alrite, i will come back later.... See ya my beloved blog.... Mwah mwah :*

After Christmas....

2009-12-28T10:16:00.005Z

It is 28th now! Christmas is already passed. It is a serious alarm to tell that it is time to get my head into my college work. BUT, the big BUT, I feel so doomed.... I dun really know what does doom really mean but i just feel like this word fits ma feeling now best... :-s

I still have got three assignments to work on and the submission days gonna be somewhere around middle of january.
Lately, i just want to sleep sleep sleep and do nothing. I just wanna lay on the bed and think of nothing. I am thinking of putting ma head plus ma heart into ma assignments today, let see if i can make it. :P
Like last nite, i was holding my first draft marketing paper, read it again and again but, at last i ended up by playing computer game!

I really need to off all the entertainment before i start, or i need to stay away from my lappie. But the question is, how can i stay away from it while i have to do my work through lappie? So no choice but still on my beloved laptop :D

No ideas what I am writing now but just i am not really in mood!

P.S This pix is not taken today, that's y i didnt look like Not-in-Mood... lolz i put this pix purposely wanting to stimulate the power of this post.... (No ideas what i really mean) :P